(Source: hirohamahda)

"After you left me that fucking voicemail,
slurring that you didn’t want me anymore,
I spent the next few months shaking
and worrying, at 3 in the fucking morning,
that I would miss you forever,
but I’m not scared anymore.
I will miss you forever,
it’s just a part of me now,
I will always miss you.
I will always have that scar from when I ripped my skin in half when I was 16.
I will always miss you.
I will always ignore the phone when my father calls.
I will always miss you.
I will always rip off the tips of my fingernails when I’m nervous.
I will always miss you.
I will always miss you.
I will always miss you."

I will always fucking miss you.

(Source: extrasad)